Assignment~

Programming assignment question had out...
cracking head how to finish it as soon as possible @@...

doing a model course registration system for university...T.T

what means convert the program to incorporate inheritance and polymorphism??

haih, hope i can finish it in time...worrying~

People use 1 hour to finish up whole maths tutorial question...
but i used 4 hours haven done what I suppose to be done...T.T

delete memory?

yes no

yes

deleting memory...

|||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90% memory left

||||||||||||||||||||||||| 70%

||||||||||||||| 50%

||||||| 25%

|| 10%

clear!!

@@...wish i could delete my memory inside my brain and insert all those maths formula into my brain...

wonder why all my friends is so good in maths but my maths like shit!!T.T

WHY??WHY IT need maths??unreasonable @@

人生

人生就像演戏..
就像一个很长很长的故事..
故事一开始就会有结局...
结局事由"导演"来决定..
我们就是自己人生的"导演"..
对我来说,要好的结局是看自己的付出有多少...
以及所做的决定对与否...

所以要想好好才做决定..
以免将来懊悔莫及 ...

AND要努力才会成功...
我们大家加油吧!!

加油加油!!^.^

Sometimes I feel...this world is unfair!
ya...UNFAIR!

Hmm...what should I say??

I am already an ADULT!! I am 21 years old!!

AND I am getting older T.T

Most of the people will had a grand party on their 21th birthday...but sadly speaking I didn't makes any BBQ party or buffet party because...I feel..It is wasting money..LOL!!

Hmm...when we talk about 21th years old...what we will though of??
PARTY!!
AND
AND
GOLDEN KeY!!

haha, I don't have golden key as well...that's too bad...

but I am very happy that my friends celebrated with me...^^

and most appreciate the moment I spend with HIM...he really gives me lot of surprise ^^ ( I don't know he will saw this or not, but I still want to say THANKS LOT!!^^)

REALLY happy...

THANKS FRIENDS...
AND
THANKS OBANA XD

I will never forget the best moment i spend with you all ^^

cute pig
^ ^
(^(oo)^)

Sometimes I would like to speak out...
but I can't do it...
because I don't want to quarrel...
忍~

有时候，失去是一种得到

有时候，失去是一种得到，没有失去过的东西，就表示我们不曾拥有过，失去了以后，得到了新的选择与开始...

有时候，受伤是一种成长，没有受过任何伤害，就表示我们不曾尝试过，受伤了总是会复原的，复原后的我们或许会有伤痕，却让我们学会自我保护...

有时候，放下是一种拿起，不肯放下任何事情，就没有能力拿起任何事情，放下是一种无奈，就算不能放下也得放下，放下不意味着示失去一切，却是能让你拿起新的一切...

有时候，失败是一种成功，没有经历过失败的成功，本来就不算是什么成功，侥幸的成功比不成功来得危险，失败是成功的一颗垫脚石，一颗为稳定成功打基础的石头...

有时候，遗憾是一种幸福，遗憾因为曾经幸福，没有遗憾的人没有幸福，因为不知道遗憾的感觉，又怎么会珍惜眼前的幸福，幸福就是要有遗憾的陪衬，才会显得如此地美好...

很多事情都是双方面的，

而且都是好坏并存的，

有好的就会有坏的，

有开心就会有难过，

要幸福就得明白遗憾，

要成功就得经历失败...

想要得到些什么，就得付出些什么，

想要得到越多，就得付出越多..

上天为每个人编写了序章与终章，

但故事的内容依旧是自己填满的，

是喜剧是悲剧都是自己决定的...

天定生死，人定悲欢..

p/s: took it from facebook...found it meaningful~thanks to the writer for the information^^

脾气最近变得很坏。。
也许不够睡吧。。
也许想太多吧。。
也许担心太多东西了。。@@

我看。。我需要好好的修改自己。。。
朋友们。。对不起。。。

need a long sleep to "re correct" myself @@
I am exhausted...

After exam dy...
still feel so stress...
haih...endless stress...scare i fail T.T

Few hours more to last subject of examination...
My study mood was totally gone...
GONE...
0% progress of study...
keep forget things...:(
if continue exam...i scare later on i will forget who am i also >.<
haih...
hope this paper will be easy...
last paper...aim to pass @@
wish me luck...
LOL

exhauted

physically and mentally exhausted...
I can't have a proper sleep for months...
everyday keep having bad dream...
I am scare of sleeping...
Those dreams makes me tired..makes me scare of sleeping...
Can I stop all those nightmares and have a proper sleep?
I can't even sleep more den 5 hours per day (almost everyday only sleep 4 hours @@)
I am not a robot...
I am tired...
Exam...please end and let my stress end too..
I am sick of these life..T.T

压力..

压力..
感觉到很多书在我的头压着...
人也变矮了..>.<

考试考试考试...
希望一些能顺顺利利的过关...

也谢谢你,一直在我身边支持我...教导我...^^
感激感激...感动感动...
谢谢天让我遇见了你...
但是,你就辛苦了...还要教我这个笨蛋...T.T
我一定要更努力...不能让你朝心..
加油加油！！

苦中一点甜~

p/s:好久没写话语了。。。写得乱七八招。。。>.<

sometimes i feel...我不配..
maybe my result too cha dy ba...
need to work hard!!

haih

haih...sometimes i feel...
why people can so confident and tell me the subject was easy...
and I don't understand T.T

It is all people have the same thinking?
It is all people in this world have the same feeling?
It is all people like to looks down on the weak ones?

People's though?
Oh, you get a better grads then me,
I must be good with you, find you out and study...

Oh you are so weak...
Why should I find you out and study??
USELESS!!

ya, agreed some people thinking are like this...

and they always looks down on the weak one...(that's me!)

and that's give me motivation to study more hard and win them...SURE ONE DAY I CAN DO IT!!
NEVER SURRENDER!yeah!

This world is unfair,just like our finger is not equal height...
Some people are born to be rich...
Have a nice background, nice house, nice car...
But some of them have no food to eat at all...

I? consider lucky in my life...
but studies...
think need to work moe hard on it...T.T

Sometimes studies need luck too...yea~ 70% work...30% luck~

but...I had work how much??@@ and my luck?? =X not as lucky as others...
haih
need luck!! ><
who can give me luck in studies??><

**think too much@@**

out seems cool~
but actually inside feels kam chong...
haih...my database assignment...
i think burn dy...T.T

Everyday after a class...
I become more down...
More and more things that I don't know...
DOWN~

知足是幸福

Find out this video is very interesting and meaningful..
yea~I agreed contentment is a important things in our life...
but how many of us can do it??
I am still learning about it~ XD



Hope you all like it~^^

每一天过着开开心心的生活。。
就算生病，还会更人开玩笑。。
就算有烦恼，还是很快乐的过生活。。。
但没想到，拥有一个很不愈快的背景。。。
他一定是用了很多的勇气，坚强来过生活。。
我算是很幸福了~
要天天开开心心的过每一天~^^

Bad day??lucky??

My day starts with a bad things...
12am sharp, I just realise I forgot to bring my photocopy of my mom and dad's IC for the ptptn...down~
Following up, lot things I don't understand what the ptptn wants...
Morning, I called my dad and get the IC copy from them...and get scold badly =(
After that I went to campus and photostat my ptptn stuff...
Library, didn't open...
FIT 3rd floor, didn't open...
One stop center, didn't open...
FINALLY, hostel open XD (really lucky)...
Then while photostat I left my pencil box at the photostat shop...@.@
After when back home, I plan to cook some porrige and eat because I am not well...
I left the rice at the kitchen and do my things up stairs, END UP got burn >.< whole kitchen was n smoke!!
LUCKILY!!the house didn't burn... I quickly switch off the electric... 12.30pm,I quickly when to hostel photostat shop...
LUCKILY my pencil box still in~ XD Then I get a phone called that my dad had send the copy to me of their IC~ really lucky~
Really lucky~XD

Adobe flash is not an easy software to use...
Keep doing mistake >.<
But finally I did it..^^(after half day)
But very cacat(not perfect) >.<
Wish I could do it better...
but I really don't have lot time...
Haven start study yet o(T^T)o
Think I need to start studying already (wish I could do it =X)

Sick + lot work to do = suffering + gg @.@

I am in GG condition =S

Korean presentation~

After cracking my head thinking which Korean celebrity to choose for my Korean language presentation, I finally choose 김 현중(Kim Hyun Joong) from SS501~

Kim Hyun Joong...handsome??XD

Little things about him~

• Name: 김현중 / Kim Hyun Joong
  
• Profession: Actor, singer
  
• Birthdate: 1986-Jun-6
  
• Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
  
• Height: 180cm
  
• Weight: 68kg
  
• Blood type: B
  
• Star sign: Gemini
  
• Korean group: SS501
  
• acts: Boys Over Flowers

Need to say 15 sentences about him...still think what things can I say about him...
Nice eyes perhaps?? =X
or he is taller then me!! XD (ya i know I am short =S)

Hope he can act more movies =)
Can't wait for it ^^

每个人都懂,
只要努力,
一定会聪明,
一定会成功..

但是多少人能做到?

我能做到吗??

Eat book??Read book??@.@

eating book (bad drawing btw...simply draw one)

Exam recently...everyone is study hardly and smartly...
Assignment o(@.@)o
exam o(@.@)o

BLUR!! o(@.@)o

We are what we eat READ!!
eat READ book~

conclusion...eat = read...
so eat more and read more to get a healthy life ( talking crap again =.="zZ )

Emoticon ~m( ^_^ )m~

Today in Korea class we learn lots of emoticon~
would like to share some with you all~
cute cute! ^^

(*-.-)a - what else?
[(-.-)]zZ - good night
[(-.-)(^^*)]- are you sleeping?
(~.^)- wink
(@.@)- dizzy
o('-'o) (o'-')o- fighting fighting
~m( ^_^ )m~ - superman xD
o(@.@)o- blur

hehe and many more xD

You can see more emoticon at HERE~
have fun~ xD

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donated blood today~
2nd time donate...
still feel KAM CHONG (scare) >.< until my whole hand is cold...
hehe
after donate blood...tiring~ xD

stressed!

stressed...
everytime after exam..
1 word..dead...

every parents hope their children to get a better future...
my parents have high hope on me...
but I really dun have the confident to do it well...
I can't get the marks they want to...
I am not my sister always get good marks...(why I am not her)

Sometimes really feel like giving up on everything..
but when think back...I had walk so far...why can't i just continue...
BUT how far can I walk??

I am noob!!I am stupid!!
URGH!!

why do we need exam??????

你不珍惜我，没关系。当某天，你被伤害，想起我。你就会明白了..

傻孩子，到现在还放不下对方吗?
　　傻孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗?
　　傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下?

　　傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
　　你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
　　你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？
　　知道我想说什么了吗？
　　这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。

傻孩子．
　　忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．
　　那些．都已是记忆．
　　缺失并不可怕．
　　可怕的．是无法面对．

傻孩子．
　　你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．
　　付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
　　不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
　　绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
　　那里．有你的理想
．


傻孩子．
　　开始新的习惯吧．
　　习惯．每天一个人生活．
　　习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
　　习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．
　　你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
　　那么．就勇敢面对．现实．
　　现实是．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．
　　勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
　　这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
　　这也是你．成长中的你．
　　这个你．正在逐渐死去．
　　新的你．即将重生．
　　寻你的路．你的未来．
　　你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．
　　做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

　傻孩子．
　　好．好．尽情发泄吧．
　　剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
　　泄完了．就要振作．
　　看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
　　还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
　　所以．你并不孤独．
　　正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．
　　别哭．别再哭．
　　不值得．真的．不值得了．
　　把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
　　开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
　　做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
　　生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．
　　别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
　　你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
　　现在的生活．不是你想要的．
　　为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
　　给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．

现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。你就会明白了。。。。。。。。。。。
所以，当你不想和别人去交往的时候，要对对方好一点，，不要让最后的结局成为一个恨字.
即使你不喜欢对方，也不要拒绝对方的一切，因为你没有权利去把对方伤的遍体鳞伤。
不要去拿你不喜欢对方来说话，即使你不喜欢，也别去做伤害对方的行为，要知道，伤害也许会到心里面。。

好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。。。
"そのときは　かのじょう　よろしく"送给还在坚持的人们......

有时候放手了，
可能你就轻松一些了。。。。
记得要让自己高兴。。。。。。。。。



p/s: took it from facebook~

Sometimes really don't understand...
My friends say didn't study...
But end up they can get good marks...

Is they really didn't study...
OR it is a lie??
@.@

OR one more things...
I stupid...
haha...sot dy @.@

Graduation Day~

When we see this picture..what we will think??
Graduate??
Yea~Graduate...I had just fully graduate for my diploma =)
And this graduate ceremony is the only time for all of us to meet each other again =)

This is the pregrautation cenemory...It was bored actually >.<...I just listen my mp3 and talking with my friends...others do that so...no one was listening "the man"(I don't know what should I called him) talking @.@... This is the actual day of the graduation xD...Everyone was wearing the graduation's suits and the cap as well...everyone was serious...the feel and environment was totally different then the previous day~ xD
it was fun, because first time I get to wear it =P...

This bear is from my dad for my diploma graduation~ =) love it!! thanks dad ^^

Time past...
We getting older...
We getting more mature...
We had face more problem..
And at the same time, more problem came to us...
We have to stay strong and face it so that we can continue living...
This is life xD

The next graduation will be for my degree...xD
Still have few more years to wait for it >.<

压力的早晨

梦到功课,书本压着我>.<
好压力！！
每一次一回到cyber就感觉到压力。。
喘不过气来。。

一大堆的功课，一大堆的事等着我去面对。。
但我一直都在逃避。。

我。。
我累了，不想再跑了。。
我很想丢掉所有的烦恼远远的。。

也属看开一点，
开心一点 生活才会更美好~=）

有时不说，不表现出来，
不代表我不知道。。
只是，不想去想而已。。
不想找麻烦而已。。

看开一点，生活会美好一点!!^^

觉得，当你对一个人好时，
他反而对你不好，踩上你的头来，
你对他不好时，反而他还会尊重你。。
人就是这样。。

对人好也不行，对人不好也不行。。
人生就是这样。。

我的命也注定是这样。。
习惯了。。
唉。。
什么都不管最好！！^^

1st time camp...
nice and tiring...but it is fun...
know lots of friends...
but as my others friends said this camp consider inn(high technology) dy xD...

still think myself need to control my emotion...
need to control my temper...
need to learn how to give and take!!

btw...nice camp..memorable ^^

think needs to control her temper and emotion...
stay happy..stay happy..haha ^^

Here are some of advice on everything of life and death.

1. Remember that everyone gets the chance to be loved and cared about, you are not alone. The world is huge and round, even if today someone rejects you, there is someone out there is just for you, so don't give up.

2. In everything, there are ups and downs, so always think positive and do what is right to you. Only you can change yourself to be who you want to be, but remember originality is the best. You are special in the way you are.

3. When you take the risk, make sure you go for it all the way till it's done, who know you might learn or achieve something. Even if you fail, there surely something else you could do. Trying doesn't hurt.

4. When God give you lemon, you can make lemonade. Don't eat more than you can chew. There's always a limit on what you can do but not all things have limit too. Enjoy life too the fullest. Life is short, make the best out of it.

5. Life is not from a book that we read about. We have to use all our senses. Sight, smell, hearing, taste, touch and feeling to have the best of life. Take the step outside the box and explore our world.