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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Jay chou new songs~

This is jay chou new songs...超人不会飞
quite nice xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6xCN1qBv4c&feature=related

sorry can't upload the video >.<

hope you all like it!!^.^

can't wait for his new album... xD ("sot" already me)


p/s:sorry for my grammar mistake~



People will do stupid things sometimes.
And I agree I do stupid things most of the time. Maybe I am stupid. Or just too care about it and do it.
Sometimes I do feel myself stupid becuase of care...but what to do, this is me and I am stupid.






Monday, April 26, 2010

Dream...

These few days, I keep dreaming of losing a relative. One by one keep go away, and I am all alone. All by myself, no one notice me.

Every time I sleep, the dream came into my mind. Izzit any bad things gonna happen? I don't hope any bad things is gonna happen. I just wish it was just a dream and forever is just a bad dream.

Hope it wont continue having this bad dream again.

p/s: sorry for the grammar mistake.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Perhentian holiday trip...

Maybe this holidays we plan to go Perhentian.

Success and not fail.
20% over 80% >.<

Majority of my friend can't make it, makes me don't feel like going it. Sien.

Perhentian had divided into 2 parts, perhentian kecil and perhentian besar.


the scenery of perhentian...nice??

p/s : sorry for the grammar mistake.



Thursday, April 22, 2010

Keep changing plan @@

21 April 2010
-Actually plan to go library study at 10, end up go at 12.
-Actually plan to go for the Ah niu's event, end up didn't go because my housemate don't wanted to go and i don't feel like going alone. Sien going alone >.<.
-Then, change plan to library. Plan to continue study.
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I started to headache at 6 plus. Keep on and off. When I eat with my friends, I make myself seems like nothing, haha. Really hard to do so xD.
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- I feel myself can't stand anymore and walk back home. My whole body feel cold for no reason. My head just like letting a big stone keep hitting. I went home and sleep. Plan to wake up at 11 and study.
-11pm wake up and study for awhile and headache again =.=" feel like plucking out my head.
-12am housemate suddenly called us out for Mc D because one of my housemate's birthday.
-After back from Mc D, headache become more serious. =.="

2day, headache haven fully recover!!! I ate panadol and it just wont works. Hope my headache recover soon. Tomorrow exam!!! Wish everything will be fine. Please god, give me some power to study for my exam tomorrow. Thanks.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Rain...


It rains heavily outside.
I wish I could stand outside, under the rain so people would not see my tears falls.
I wish the rain could wash away my sadness.

Wondering why some people are workholic but I am not.
I play, eat, sleep, dream, and think non sense. But them study study study and their result was so good.

I should change, change into sleep with book, eat with book, bathe with book, all the time is with book to improve myself.

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!
PLEASE STOP DREAMING BEFORE IS TOO LATE!!!
WAKE UP!!!

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p/s: Sorry for any grammar mistake...

Monday, April 12, 2010

Aih...

Seeing the happiness from people's face after they seeing their results from mmls but me...
Aih, I really feel like don't want to face it at all. think back, when the moment I sit down and take my paper, my mind was totally blank!! Fully blank!! I don't know what am I doing during the exam period. I am just sitting down their and wasting my time >.<...I try to think hardly, but I can't think out of anything. I try to calm down myself, but I getting more and more worry.
END UP, I fail my maths "teruk-ly"...

Hope...I just can hope I can pass for my final~~

Now, I try to don not think everything and my exam and maths come first.
So these few months wont be me >.<...

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Aih, saying about getting low result. Some of my friends looking down on me and say I am weak. YES!!!I AGREE I AM WEAK!!! and I ALSO WILL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE MYSELF TO BE MORE CLEVER!!!

Aih, sad that I have these type of friends. Maybe I deserve for it, deserve to let them laugh. Deserve to let them look down.

p/s: Sorry for any grammar mistake~thanks~

Sunday, April 11, 2010

firefly~

Just saw a firefly in my cyber house just now. First time I saw a firefly so near.My mind suddenly think back during I when to kuala selangor with a few of my friends, it is a nice memory~
Aih, seeing a firefly in my house don't know is a good things or a bad ones. It is happy to see a firefly suddenly but sadly, it let one of my housemate close it into a container and its become weak. Luckily she let go in time and let it walk inside the house. If not, I think I got to see a dead firefly in my house. Sad case.
Hmm, think back. Why a person pass away and we will feel sad but an insect pass away we just don't have any feelings??
A person = a life
An insect = a life
what the different??
*still thinking*


A picture of a firefly...nice??haha


p/s : sorry for any grammar mistake...thanks~

Monday, April 5, 2010

hoping~

Hope the day will be better...
Today, when my maths lecturer say about the majority of the maths marks...my face turn green...she said :"student, there are almost half of the class fail for the maths paper...1 of them get 0, even the 1st question it count wrong!i think the person did not study on the maths paper!". ya...i know my first question i did it wrong...but i hope i am not the 1 who get 0...please god...i don't hope i get 0 marks for my 1st maths midterm...i am scare...i study...and i know how to do the question...but why when i am taking the test...i am totally blank out...i don't know what am i doing...i don't know what is happening...
i hope it was not me...
and i hope the maths 1 can retake...
i hope i wont blank when i exam again...
i hope lecturer will give us a retake test because the lecturer said there is someone plagiarism during exam...
i deadly hope this exam can retake...
trying hardly studying my maths these few days...hope i can cope up...i am losing track T.T
and wish everyone can get good result in their exam too...


p/s:sorry for my grammar mistake...



Saturday, April 3, 2010

顺其自然 is the best...
i am learning how to live happy!!!=)


I get weird dream again...everyday get different dreams makes me feel very tiring although i slept for hours...I feel it is like wasting my time sleeping for nothing...
I really hate myself now,I can't organize myself well...always follow my mood and do things too...once mood is gone...all is gone...I AM TRYING TO CHANGE and end up i keep stressing myself study and don't think too much...Although is studying, sometimes my mind will blank and sometimes i don't even know what am i studying...i am trying to control myself control myself...i need someone to talk with but who will listen to me???NO ONE!!!they are all busying with their own stuff...and i have to manage myself and control myself...i don't know why i get angry easily...
Sorry to all my fellow friends...these few days i don't really feel like talking and feel like begin with myself more...I will find back myself as fast as possible...

p/s: sorry for the grammar mistake...

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