关于我的一滴一点...

The story goes on and on......

Monday, May 31, 2010

时间一过,就不能導流。。
路一走错,就不能回头。。
我曾经失去我爱的人因为走错了路。。
所以我很珍惜,珍惜现在的一切。。
虽然只是朋友,珍惜我爱的人。。。
因为我知道失去的痛。。

p/s: sorry for my grammar mistake...

communication problem??

I feel I can't communicate well with people...
Sometimes I write not what I think...
End up people misunderstood it...
Aih...How to improve my communication skills?
I seeing people chatting lots of different topic...
And they can talk different kinds of things in a topic...
But I just can't do it...
I end up the topic fast sometimes...sad...
Need to improve my communication skills...so as my language as well!!

Things that we need to learn are to plenty...we can't even learn finish in our whole lifetime...


p/s: sorry for my grammar mistake~

@.@

Down down down...
These few days my mood was down...
人"siao"心烦..
Feel something bad gonna happen...
what is that??!!
haih...
bad things just happen...
I don wish it happen other bad things as well...please!!
wish is just stupid feeling that confuse my mind...nothing more then that...
good things happen!!! @.@
siao dy...dun care me!!

p/s: sorry for my grammar mistake...

Sunday, May 30, 2010

things...

I feel I can't done a things perfectly with my own hand...
Is it I do things without heart??
Haih...or I have this type of luck??@.@(don't think so lo...)
Need to learn to do things more cautiously!!


还是父母对我好...

Saturday, May 29, 2010

珍惜

刚从cyber回来。。。
在路途中发生了一件很不愉快的事。。。
幸好大家没事。。。

坏事一转眼就会发生。。。
大家要好好的珍惜生命,也要珍惜身边的每一个人。。。


Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Just back "yamcha" with my friends in station 1...
They just got their result...
All feel very happy...
But me...I am really worry about my result...
They all can get 3.9...3.7 and so on...
But me??
I just hope for this semester...all can pass...
Really scare...
Worried!!


Monday, May 24, 2010

Wow...feel that time pass so fast...
Another friend getting married soon...haha
Congrats...

Think back I am getting older @.@...
going to be 21 years old soon (few more months...neh...still long >.<)...


Sunday, May 23, 2010

Is it holiday...
feel too free and started to simply think??
my mind keep running...
I cant even have a nice sleep...
now is already sunrise!It is 7.20...
I am still awake...OMG!!
lot lot question keep came into my mind and started to makes me worried...

aih...SLEEP SLEEP!!!STOP THINKING!!! @.@


Friday, May 21, 2010

After sleep a whole day...
finally realize...
sometimes...like a person...
does mean need to me together...
like this will be more happier...
(so slow...now only know this)

happy holiday!! xD

p/s: sorry for grammar mistake...

跨时代

Jay chou new album had out!!
Great...finally wait for it (I am consider outdated one...I am late >.<...I did not update during exam season...) This are the song...

Album : 跨时代




1)跨时代
2)说了再见
3)烟花易冷
4)免费教学录影带
5)好久不见
6)雨下一整晚
7)我落泪情绪零碎
8)爱的等飞行日记
9)自导自演
10)超人不会飞

Here are some picture xD




Jay chou act as vampire in 跨时代's MV...






Hope you all love it!


Thursday, May 20, 2010

When I willing to say...
means I am still normal...
When I did not say anything...
means I am really serious...

I need time to cure myself...
I am really weak!!!

Monday, May 17, 2010

People are weird...
when the got it...they don treasure it...
when they lost it...they just will regret...


Saturday, May 15, 2010

回忆

突然好想他
想到那个地方
想到那棵树
想到那盏灯
想到那个石椅(a chair that make of stone)
想到每一句话
想到那的时候的我

唉,时间过得很快..

=S

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Scare...
Scare I bring burden...
Sometimes I just don't care of my health when I too care about something (exam)...
I should change myself...
Should take care of myself...
Should sleep early!!

Can I do it?Can I do it?? >.<


Monday, May 10, 2010

Happy since morning till afternoon >.<

First time got this feel...just realise...erm I also don't know how to say =X

Maybe...@.@

But after sleep...mood all changed...keep had bad dreams...just like watching horror movie endlessly...
Tiring...
Scare to sleep...because sleep will makes me more tired...

Tomorrow technical communication exam...I still finding out what should I know...feel hours more...wish everything will be fine!!

*Let me dream what question will out tomorrow can? =X*
p/s:sorry for any grammar mistake...
Happiness is easy to gain...
Sometimes someone's smile can brighten up a day...
Sometimes someone happy and you will be happy too...
Sometimes a piece of chocolate can make someone happy too...
Sometimes look at people happy, think back people happy can already...Doesn't matter for me...

Live sadly also will pass a day...life happily also will pass a day...
why dont just look at the bright side and live happier??
Keep telling myself this...but sometimes works...sometimes doesn't >.<


Saturday, May 8, 2010

Happy mother's day...





Think now everyone should be celebrating or celebrated mother's day...
Every year I did celebrate with her...except for this year =(
But anyway...Happy mother's day...wish all the mother stay young,happy and healthy forever...

Mom...take care~





Friday, May 7, 2010

火!!

Don't know why people like to snatch people things when people are using...zzz
When I am doing my past year's paper...my friend can just take it like that without asking me...not the first time already!

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Looks is so important??
I still don't understand this part seriously...I mean when you fall on someone is it because of the look? or the feel?
My friend are so care about how her/his partner looks like =.="
If a person I handsome/pretty but they got smoke and lots of negative character (hit people and so on) what the point? =.="

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Yaya...I am ugly...
No one will look at me altough I pass by...
Can don't everytime see me once and step me once?
I am human also ok??got feelings also ok?? zzz

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Girls sms or chatting with girl means les?
Guy sms or chatting with guy means gay??
What the hell is this teory about??
There is no this law in this world ok??
Girls can't go out with girls??Guy can't go out with guys??what's wrong??
Please la...there is one think call friendship ok??Don't always think of relationship and I know I chat with girl and sms with girls most of the time...so???

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人善被人欺?!
ya I agree!!
People will ask you to help when they needed...when the time you needed their help...they are gone...I met lot this type of person...
And sometimes when I don't want to find things and quaral (just keep silent) they will keep say you or scold you...just like today (my housemate quaral with each other...and end up put fire on me!! =.=")




Thursday, May 6, 2010

Homesick

Yesterday I called my mother and I cried...
Think back, when I at home...
I eat alone...
Seeing computer all days...
Seldom talk to my parents...
Even I fall sick, they don't know at all...
Think back, when is the last time I eat with my family members...
I think is during chinese new year >.<...
Miss my parents...miss my mother...T.T
Sorry that I can't go back this week and celebrate mother's days with you all...
But I really wanted to go home...
Miss the soup and those vegetable that you cooked...

Miss you mom!

And Happy mother's day in advance...


一个人的脸上有太多的笑 ,是因为心里有太多的痛, 因为伤了 ,所以伪装

总有一些人,他们看上去整天都很开心,嘻嘻哈哈的,没有烦恼,像个小孩,他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣,我很喜欢玩,我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容,好多人都会羡慕他们,然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方,他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面,更没有能力一个人独处,因为当夜深人静的时候,他不知道一个人会发生什么事,坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们,想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤,然后自己对自己说:其实也没什么,命运吧!所以他们就整天逼自己笑,以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦!

他们貌似很坚强,因为在别人看来,他们什么事都能微笑着去面对,但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵,只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独,虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地,那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨!

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着,期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的,希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见,也会另他们难过好久,他们真的真的很介意,介意自己不被人喜欢。因为,他们总是为别人想的很多,对别人总是比对自己好;把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福,喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样,前一秒还伤心的流着泪,后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候,已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵,是的,他们在意的人就像是太阳,在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣,而太阳照不到的背面,那悲伤藏得那么好,不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活,却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着,很累很累,却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远,不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂,恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时,才会卸下盔甲,委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里,笑就是开心,哭就是难过,接近就是喜欢,远离就是讨厌。但其实不是,他们明白了,心好伤,眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后,笑笑得擦干眼泪,说,没关系,我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能,好像总是不会有烦恼,好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决,总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前,笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题,他们却茫然无措,面对自己的悲伤,他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单,说出来的就是心里所想的,肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯,无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以,请别记恨他们,他们从不愿伤害谁,小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯,甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好,因此他们的世界观其实也很简单,他们很容易受蛊惑 ,请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情,因为一旦伤害了,那就将永远弥补不回来! 如果你身边有这种人请你给予他(她)那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀,让他(她)知道这个世界没有抛弃他们

found it meaningful so I just took it from facebook...

Anger??Down??

When a person are angry, or down will do out things that we can't imagine it...
Everyone does it too...so it is normal...
And I can understand it =)...



Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Don't know why I don't feel like eating today...
Stress?? I don't know...
When I see food...I just feel like vomiting...
I force myself to eat and finish up the food just now...
end up now I feel my tummy is dancing =S...
Feel like vomiting now...




Cired...

Cried...
Where had my angry gone?
When I look at it...I just feel sadness and worried but no anger at all...
My tears wanted to fall down but I bear it not to let it fall because I was in a public place at that moment...
It hurts...
If my friend saw it...I think there will be fire flaming...
I tough I am strong enough to handle it myself...
I can't say out how I feel...I just don't know why...
Just feel I am carrying a big heavy bag and walk everyday...
Need some fresh air to breath...I am afflict...
Smile with sadness behind everyday...

Hope the star would brighten up my day...and let me be strong...


Calm...

Take 30 minutes to calm down...
Hearing the sound of the water...
Mind become clear and calm...

Hearing the beautiful music...
Calm down my mind and makes me think clearly...
Should or Shouldn't...
Think of support silently...
Hope things will be better for all...

By the way...there are some music might helps you calm your mind...

Yiruma -Rivers flows in you
Yiruma- Kiss the rain
Kenny G- Forever in love
Classic type canon in D and some others classical music~ xD Love it!!

It helps me...hope that it can helps you too...


Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Now I wish i could 分身术(divide myself into many parts)...so I wont be so stressful!!
Outside is calm...but inside in screaming!! Do anyone know how I feel?? Can anyone feel it??



Sunday, May 2, 2010

Tired!
I just feel like stoping all these and sleep!!
can't sleep well these few days, keep having bad dream!!
I wish I could sleep well...
Sometimes really feel like giving up on my studies...
Feel I am so stupid, can't understand what am I studying...
keep force myself to understand it!why they know me, but I don't know them? sad!!
Feel like eating the notes!! >.<

siao dy siao dy...hope my final will end 顺顺利利...
ALL PASS can already...
GOD please give me some power to study...and I wish I will pass all my subject...thanks~

okok...continue study!!ganbatte!!!

p/s:sorry for my grammar mistake~


Saturday, May 1, 2010

天蝎座の女生

天蝎座の女生

拥有神秘魅力的天蝎座女子,常被其它女性视为爱情的威胁者。她并不一定很美,但通常她的一颦一笑,就会让男人心里小鹿乱撞。她似乎有着一种激发异性内之深处原始欲望的力量。简单而俗气的说,就是一种性感。(瞧我说话的口气,显然就有点妒嫉!)

  有些天蝎座女子在外型和眼神中就传达出“勾魂慑魄”的气质。例如:崔苔菁、林青霞等超级巨星,就是这种既美丽又迷人的类型而我所见到多数的天蝎座女子,尤其在年纪很轻的时侯,常常会像一只纯洁可爱的小白兔,满眼无邪的性感。不过,如果你因此而有了浪漫一下又何妨的念头的话,那你可就打错如意算盘了。通常她敏锐的眼神立刻就能看穿你的心意。不过,就算你狡猾的骗到她的爱情,戏弄天蝎座女子感情的男人是肯定会得到教训的。你多少总看过一两部女性复仇的电影吧!那些不顾一切报复变心男友的女主角该会给你一些警惕。

  很抱歉!我绝对不是说所的天蝎座女子都是那么的狠心、残酷。我只是想让你明白几乎每一个天蝎座女子都有着宁为玉碎的坚决态度。她可以柔媚的像水,也可以激烈的像火。对我而言,那就是一种魅力(令女人嫉妒的魅力)。

  当然,或许你还是不太相信我的话。因为有好多天蝎座女子都是一付迷迷糊糊傻大姐的样子。跟朋友在一起的时侯也经常给人占点便宜。如果你真当她是个傻瓜,我恐怕笨的人就你自己了。天蝎座女人向来对她喜欢的人是有些纵容的,因此,她多半不太会跟好朋友计较。而对于一些小事情,她是懒得伤脑筋的。其实,她心里可是清楚的很,如果你太得寸进尺,那你就准备自讨没趣了。

  说了半天,我都在强调天蝎座女子有仇必报的特性,忘了告诉你,有恩必报也是她们的共同点。只要你真心对待她,她可不会少给你一分。在感情上她慷慨得很,一点都不占人便宜。而且,要是有人对不起你,她肯定跟你同仇敌忾。记得我在初中刚转较到一个新学校时,碰到一些适应上的困难,和几个喜欢欺负“菜鸟” 的同学,当时就全靠着一位天蝎座的同学给我撑腰,替我主持公道。

  在很多情况之下,天蝎座的女人表现出的勇敢令男人望尘莫及。假如她真心的爱上你,即使全世界反对,都不会让她动摇。无论你们前途有多坎坷,她会陪你一起闯,而且绝不叫苦。她的坚韧会让你觉得自己好象拥有了百万雄师。当一个天蝎座女人对你承诺“至死不渝”的时侯,她是认真的,而且她真的可以做到。

  天蝎座女子还有一点让我佩服的地方是,她们抑制情绪的本事。你几乎看不到一个涕泗纵横、情绪崩溃的天蝎座女子。我不是说他们不会,而是她通常不会让你看到。即使她的心情伤痛到自杀的边缘,如果她不想让你知道的话,你还是什么都看不出来。在遭遇强烈打击的时侯,天蝎座的女人可以冷静的像冰。我认识的一个天蝎座女人带了两个孩子站在意外死亡的丈夫的尸首旁边,一滴眼泪也没掉,沉默的处理着善后的事宜。凭良心说,我欣赏天蝎座的女子,她们爱的方式,那么好强,那么有担当。这也是为什么多数天蝎座女子会活得比别人辛苦的原因了。

  当然,想要拥有如此强烈而炽热的爱,你势必得忍受她一些个性上的小缺点。第一,天蝎座的女子是有一点多疑的。她似乎想要探知你一切的秘密,她无法忍受你一丝一毫的隐瞒,更不要说是欺骗了。关于这一点,你最好不要自找麻烦。骗她可不是件容易的事。我有位天蝎座的好友,非常不屑的接受了我给她“褔尔摩斯” 的封号。天蝎座女人有刺探秘密的原始欲望和本事。不过,至于她的秘密,她可以守口如瓶。你最好不要好奇。她是那种可以守一辈子的女人,沉得住气极了。

  第二,天蝎座女子在吵架的时侯,可是句句话都像刀,杀得你遍体鳞伤。除非她发现你刀枪不入,她或许会想别的办法修理你。比方说“冷战”,这也是天蝎座女人的看家本领之一(我说过她绝对沉得住气)。总之,如果你激怒了她,或是你做错了事,她认为你该得到一些教训的话,她势必会找到惩罚你的方式,直到她认为你确实得到了你“应得的”,方可善罢干休。

  我有个朋友曾把他和他天蝎座妻子吵架的经过说给我听,他说“她发脾气,我就不讲话。她更火大,我就去睡觉!她把音响开得很大声,不准我睡,我就说“那我出去好了”她居然把门反锁,不让我出去。耗到半夜,直到我认真面对她提出来的问题,诚恳的提出解释,她才放我去睡觉。

  怎么样,天蝎座女子闹别扭的耐力果然惊人吧!所以我奉劝你在碰到这种情况的时侯,趁早弃甲投降,她或许会恕你自首无罪。不要觉得她有点欺人太甚,那是她难以控制的激烈本性。但是,当战火平熄的时侯,她又会像温柔的毛毯一样,把你紧紧的包围起来,保证你很快就会忘记她刚才那个可恶的样子。

  天蝎座的女子对自己的男人的确有一点支配欲,那是她事事都想参与的目的,绝不是为了要凌驾于你之上,成为你的女王,她只是想要全力的帮助你走向成功之路,因此才会事事都为你打算。如果你没有照她的意思去做,她会有一种恨铁不成钢的失望。她渴望你是一个坚强、勇敢又有智能的男人。却又担心你会太过独立而离她太远。这一切的矛盾、多疑,以及强烈的占有欲,全是因为爱你才如此啊!

  天蝎座的女人没有平淡的爱,若不是全部,就是没有。而她对你的要求也是如此。赶快想清楚,这是一场惊心动魄的爱情,错过它,可就机会难求哦!

Some really true about me..

Saw a friend post this in facebook...

说谎是对的吗? 那为何会有人说谎?

It makes me think back how many lies had I told people and how many lies I found out that people lies to me.

Ya I choose to know the fact and I hate people lie to me(for serious matter). But why when I know people lie to me I really get hurt but end up I still will forgive.
Sometimes feel it and found out but just didn't say out but it's ok. Consider a small matter =S

Ya and I do lie to people too sometimes >.< when I lie I don't dare to look at the person's eyes (was thinking how to lie @.@) but sometimes I say it I really totally mean it!! Stubborn me!!!

But do people in this world really din lie before?? wondering...



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