Teeth Bleeding

This morning when i get up...guess what happen?
My teeth BLEEDING!!!OMG
but although it is bleeding...but it feels not pain at all...when i look into the mirror...OMG...my gum...was super red...I want to see a doctor...but I am not in melaka...how???T.T

Teeth Bleeding

This morning when i get up...guess what happen?
My teeth BLEEDING!!!OMG
but although it is bleeding...but it feels not pain at all...when i look into the mirror...OMG...my gum...was super red...I want to see a doctor...but I am not in melaka...how???T.T

Miss

Aiks...miss someone badly...it is like a week plus i din saw him...thinking how is him and is him fine everyday...I just can see thur msn weather he is online or offline...weather he is busy or away...but it don't seem 100% correct although his msn display online but sometimes he might be away >.<
It really hurt...when you like a person...you care for the person...but that person does not return it...why does it happen in this way?and why it is happen on me? I really don't understand what had i did...did i did anything wrong? aiks...
Now is 4am...and i still can't sleep...mind is full of stuff...project dateline...and emo-ing about him...i know...he might be happy or busying doing his stuff...and i know he wont think about me for a single minute...but why?why i care for him think of him so much?naybe...this is call miss...but really can't do anything for "unmiss" him. If i m a computer...i would like to delete some part of my harddisk...will feel much more nicer...but sadly...i am not...haha...what to do...i just can miss quietly and like quietly...this is what i can only do...as long as he happy...i think i am ok about it...
don't know why everytime when go out yam cha time...when see him smile...will feel clam...and happy...altough he is not smiling at me...i think i must be crazy >.<
haha...alicia~ don't think too much...better go sleep lo @@...

get well soon~

Aiks...one of my friend ill badly on monday...
Heard my friend said he is very cham (serious) on that day...but went to see doctor already...(heart thinking CHAM????how CHAM????sick until can't walk???or eat??? wont so cham bah @@)...after hearing this news...one of my friend told me that my friend(college friend) suspected H1N1...OMG!!!this makes me think lot >.<...

Tuesday, my friend told me that he is getting better...good to hear that^^...and i just know that he vomit, can't eat and don't have the energy to walk...aiks...really very cham...so kelian...some of my friend think that he get dengue @@ or H1N1 (touch wood)...i just silent...LOL...

3rd day...means yesterday...he seem to be ok...good news for him...n for us...that our fren is recover!!!

just hope and wish him get fully well as soon as possible...
and other friends...take care as well...now in sick season...LOL
take care ya^^

sien

Aiks...really hate sick...sick in the wrong time...sad...now need to use my pening (headache) + fever head to think coding...=.="
I wish i could sleep the whole day lo...i wan sleep >.<...sien...

Meteor rain?inside dream lo xD

Heard some of my friends and cousin say...yesterday night if lucky...will saw meteor shower...
Wow...I am so excited...If not mistaken the time is form 1am till 4am...okok...I opened my window and wait...from 1am...till 5am...i wait...but nothing i see T.T just saw a red sky @@...i think the sky was going to cry...
Haha...at the moment...i also try to use photoshop and illustrator to draw...really difficult...this is my 1st using this 2 program and draw...
tan tan~

=.=" i know i know...it is cacat...i really need more to learn more about this 2 software...really fun xD...

Sometimes people say...don't give up...you sure will success 1 day...do you believe this sentences??blur @_@

累了，就把心事放下來...我做到吗?

Today, i get a mail form my friend...the title is 累了，就把心事放下來(if tired...just let it go...)
It's a meaningful story...Altought I am poor in chinese (and english too)...but i still can understand what its mean...
Ya...I agree...累了，就把心事放下來...
是的，我有好多好多的煩惱。
一天比一天增加，一天比一天的头大。
为什么，我身边的人都将对我？
难道，我做错了什么吗？
还是那是我的命水？？？
有时，真的觉得自己很没用。
活在这个世界上只是多亿的，废的。
人家说，华语，英语是最基本的。
但我绝没办法写好，读好。
有时，觉得我在浪费时间读IT。
那些，coding我被都被不好。
有时，也不懂我再读什么，老师叫什么。
乱~好想好变成一条鱼在大海自由自在。
也好想好想变一只鸟在天空飞翔，没烦恼。
不想人类，好多好多的苦恼。好多好多的烦恼。
有些烦恼并没有答案。唉！！！
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