think too much??hmm...

aiks...a reply is so important??makes me think until now still cant sleep >.<
am i really think too much??or he is really angry??aiks~

headache!!

Aiks...these few days i feel stress...i think this stress makes me migraine..makes me suffer...
I worried about my job...my boss don't want to let me resign although i had give him the letter...He wants me to work until end of these month...wah...still got half month to go...everyday 8am when i get up...1st things came into my mind was "aiks...need to work again...stock record(although i was just helping my friend...but i still get scolded when the stock was undone perfectly @@)...
During work...my body was in office...but my soul...at home xD...Mostly everyday "fishing" in office (of course my other colleague was playing msn,ym, facebook and so on~ haha) i really don't have the mood to work...so as my other colleague...
Feel so stress during boss nagging in front of me, pushing stock list...but mind is black...just nothing but sleep @@(really pig xD)
2nd worried about where should I study???
these question had came out my mind over and over again...and people give all sorts of comment...some people say this U...good...but some people said this U...cham...@@ same U but different comment...their comment is heaven and hell @@...makes me confuse...and I don't know what should I do...where should I go...
Feel tired to think all these question...BUT i have to think it...no matter how i still need a decision to continue my studies...
aiks...really confusing...makes me everyday can't sleep well...sometimes even dream about it while sleeping @@...nightmare...
CAN ANYONE HELP ME???which campus is good for IT courses???
but...i know...nothing is prefect >.<...but try to do the best >.<...
headache!!!!

disappear

i wish i can disappear from tis world and wont appear again...so everything will be fine =)

resign~

so long din update my blog already...
my blog seem like a "dead" blog...i think no 1 will remember that this blog had exist before xD
today...i think really long before hang up my resign letter to the boss...thinking how the boss feel when i hang up the letter to him...what he will say when i hang up the letter @@...worried...
after thinking for a few hours...the boss reached (office)...my heart was beating @@...i scared for no reason LOL...i really lack of confident...but no matter how i hang up the letter before the boss leave...i gv him the letter with a "blur" face...when he receive the letter...he give me a smile...and asked why i resign...haha...i think too long...but din think get this question...haha...really noob xD
I really lack of confident...i think i need to build up my confident!!
jiayou!!

Teeth Bleeding

This morning when i get up...guess what happen?
My teeth BLEEDING!!!OMG
but although it is bleeding...but it feels not pain at all...when i look into the mirror...OMG...my gum...was super red...I want to see a doctor...but I am not in melaka...how???T.T

Teeth Bleeding

This morning when i get up...guess what happen?
My teeth BLEEDING!!!OMG
but although it is bleeding...but it feels not pain at all...when i look into the mirror...OMG...my gum...was super red...I want to see a doctor...but I am not in melaka...how???T.T

Miss

Aiks...miss someone badly...it is like a week plus i din saw him...thinking how is him and is him fine everyday...I just can see thur msn weather he is online or offline...weather he is busy or away...but it don't seem 100% correct although his msn display online but sometimes he might be away >.<
It really hurt...when you like a person...you care for the person...but that person does not return it...why does it happen in this way?and why it is happen on me? I really don't understand what had i did...did i did anything wrong? aiks...
Now is 4am...and i still can't sleep...mind is full of stuff...project dateline...and emo-ing about him...i know...he might be happy or busying doing his stuff...and i know he wont think about me for a single minute...but why?why i care for him think of him so much?naybe...this is call miss...but really can't do anything for "unmiss" him. If i m a computer...i would like to delete some part of my harddisk...will feel much more nicer...but sadly...i am not...haha...what to do...i just can miss quietly and like quietly...this is what i can only do...as long as he happy...i think i am ok about it...
don't know why everytime when go out yam cha time...when see him smile...will feel clam...and happy...altough he is not smiling at me...i think i must be crazy >.<
haha...alicia~ don't think too much...better go sleep lo @@...