think too much??hmm...

aiks...a reply is so important??makes me think until now still cant sleep >.<
am i really think too much??or he is really angry??aiks~

headache!!

Aiks...these few days i feel stress...i think this stress makes me migraine..makes me suffer...
I worried about my job...my boss don't want to let me resign although i had give him the letter...He wants me to work until end of these month...wah...still got half month to go...everyday 8am when i get up...1st things came into my mind was "aiks...need to work again...stock record(although i was just helping my friend...but i still get scolded when the stock was undone perfectly @@)...
During work...my body was in office...but my soul...at home xD...Mostly everyday "fishing" in office (of course my other colleague was playing msn,ym, facebook and so on~ haha) i really don't have the mood to work...so as my other colleague...
Feel so stress during boss nagging in front of me, pushing stock list...but mind is black...just nothing but sleep @@(really pig xD)
2nd worried about where should I study???
these question had came out my mind over and over again...and people give all sorts of comment...some people say this U...good...but some people said this U...cham...@@ same U but different comment...their comment is heaven and hell @@...makes me confuse...and I don't know what should I do...where should I go...
Feel tired to think all these question...BUT i have to think it...no matter how i still need a decision to continue my studies...
aiks...really confusing...makes me everyday can't sleep well...sometimes even dream about it while sleeping @@...nightmare...
CAN ANYONE HELP ME???which campus is good for IT courses???
but...i know...nothing is prefect >.<...but try to do the best >.<...
headache!!!!

disappear

i wish i can disappear from tis world and wont appear again...so everything will be fine =)

resign~

so long din update my blog already...
my blog seem like a "dead" blog...i think no 1 will remember that this blog had exist before xD
today...i think really long before hang up my resign letter to the boss...thinking how the boss feel when i hang up the letter to him...what he will say when i hang up the letter @@...worried...
after thinking for a few hours...the boss reached (office)...my heart was beating @@...i scared for no reason LOL...i really lack of confident...but no matter how i hang up the letter before the boss leave...i gv him the letter with a "blur" face...when he receive the letter...he give me a smile...and asked why i resign...haha...i think too long...but din think get this question...haha...really noob xD
I really lack of confident...i think i need to build up my confident!!
jiayou!!

Teeth Bleeding

This morning when i get up...guess what happen?
My teeth BLEEDING!!!OMG
but although it is bleeding...but it feels not pain at all...when i look into the mirror...OMG...my gum...was super red...I want to see a doctor...but I am not in melaka...how???T.T

Teeth Bleeding

This morning when i get up...guess what happen?
My teeth BLEEDING!!!OMG
but although it is bleeding...but it feels not pain at all...when i look into the mirror...OMG...my gum...was super red...I want to see a doctor...but I am not in melaka...how???T.T

Miss

Aiks...miss someone badly...it is like a week plus i din saw him...thinking how is him and is him fine everyday...I just can see thur msn weather he is online or offline...weather he is busy or away...but it don't seem 100% correct although his msn display online but sometimes he might be away >.<
It really hurt...when you like a person...you care for the person...but that person does not return it...why does it happen in this way?and why it is happen on me? I really don't understand what had i did...did i did anything wrong? aiks...
Now is 4am...and i still can't sleep...mind is full of stuff...project dateline...and emo-ing about him...i know...he might be happy or busying doing his stuff...and i know he wont think about me for a single minute...but why?why i care for him think of him so much?naybe...this is call miss...but really can't do anything for "unmiss" him. If i m a computer...i would like to delete some part of my harddisk...will feel much more nicer...but sadly...i am not...haha...what to do...i just can miss quietly and like quietly...this is what i can only do...as long as he happy...i think i am ok about it...
don't know why everytime when go out yam cha time...when see him smile...will feel clam...and happy...altough he is not smiling at me...i think i must be crazy >.<
haha...alicia~ don't think too much...better go sleep lo @@...

get well soon~

Aiks...one of my friend ill badly on monday...
Heard my friend said he is very cham (serious) on that day...but went to see doctor already...(heart thinking CHAM????how CHAM????sick until can't walk???or eat??? wont so cham bah @@)...after hearing this news...one of my friend told me that my friend(college friend) suspected H1N1...OMG!!!this makes me think lot >.<...

Tuesday, my friend told me that he is getting better...good to hear that^^...and i just know that he vomit, can't eat and don't have the energy to walk...aiks...really very cham...so kelian...some of my friend think that he get dengue @@ or H1N1 (touch wood)...i just silent...LOL...

3rd day...means yesterday...he seem to be ok...good news for him...n for us...that our fren is recover!!!

just hope and wish him get fully well as soon as possible...
and other friends...take care as well...now in sick season...LOL
take care ya^^

sien

Aiks...really hate sick...sick in the wrong time...sad...now need to use my pening (headache) + fever head to think coding...=.="
I wish i could sleep the whole day lo...i wan sleep >.<...sien...

Meteor rain?inside dream lo xD

Heard some of my friends and cousin say...yesterday night if lucky...will saw meteor shower...
Wow...I am so excited...If not mistaken the time is form 1am till 4am...okok...I opened my window and wait...from 1am...till 5am...i wait...but nothing i see T.T just saw a red sky @@...i think the sky was going to cry...
Haha...at the moment...i also try to use photoshop and illustrator to draw...really difficult...this is my 1st using this 2 program and draw...
tan tan~

=.=" i know i know...it is cacat...i really need more to learn more about this 2 software...really fun xD...

Sometimes people say...don't give up...you sure will success 1 day...do you believe this sentences??blur @_@

累了，就把心事放下來...我做到吗?

Today, i get a mail form my friend...the title is 累了，就把心事放下來(if tired...just let it go...)
It's a meaningful story...Altought I am poor in chinese (and english too)...but i still can understand what its mean...
Ya...I agree...累了，就把心事放下來...
是的，我有好多好多的煩惱。
一天比一天增加，一天比一天的头大。
为什么，我身边的人都将对我？
难道，我做错了什么吗？
还是那是我的命水？？？
有时，真的觉得自己很没用。
活在这个世界上只是多亿的，废的。
人家说，华语，英语是最基本的。
但我绝没办法写好，读好。
有时，觉得我在浪费时间读IT。
那些，coding我被都被不好。
有时，也不懂我再读什么，老师叫什么。
乱~好想好变成一条鱼在大海自由自在。
也好想好想变一只鸟在天空飞翔，没烦恼。
不想人类，好多好多的苦恼。好多好多的烦恼。
有些烦恼并没有答案。唉！！！
（T_____________________T)

make ur sentences more colourful when you talking...

feel dull when you talking?
why don't try to put some colour inside your sentences to make it more attractive when you talking xD
when i grey(get)up...my phone green green(ring ring)...LOL
here are some examples...



makes your talking more colourful so your life will be more happier xD

fortune teller...LOL

Yesterday...finally go and see the 1st fortune teller (after my cousin berpuas-puas pujuk(convince) me to see how is my life =.=")...i am very scare at the 1st moment when i walk into the fortune teller stall in jonker walk...my heart was biting very fast...and seem like everyone who pass by see me with a weird look...excuse me...am i wrong?just to see my luck...LOL...
First, the fortune teller call me to choose a card...i choose it and it was a 9...wow
den the fortune teller put out others card around the card...
then he start to explain which month i am lucky or not...
Then secondly, the fortune teller call my to take out my hand...he said i have many worries...what am i worried about?LOL...i just keep quiet and give him a smile...then he talk about other things like my studies...say i dun seem like to study...but if willing to study hard...i will get good marks...LOL (heart thinking...everyone study hard also get good marks right??LOL)...then the fortune teller bla bla bla about other things...
Then thirdly, lucky colour...LOL...he say don't wear black (heart thinking...alamak...most of my shirt is black and i like black colour~~T.T)
Fourthly, fortune...fortune teller....study hard will get good job(LOL)...and bla bla...
Last, love life =.=" (most menyedihkan things i need to hear T.T)...fortune teller said...not bad but will stubborn...(aa?stubborn???=.=") i don't know...LOL...the fortune teller : bla bla bla...
the my cousin ask lot question to the fortune teller(i am the one who see the fortune teller...but my cousin asked all the question =.=" really weird)...
Then also like friends talk to the fortune teller...chit chatting...LOL until bout 30minutes - 1 hours...if not mistaken =.="
1st time seeing fortune teller...scary...but fun too...LOL...those who didn't see before fortune teller...can have a try...LOL

2day we when to Les' Copaque in shah alam 2day...for me was quiet a moody day until i saw them doing animation and colouring...40 people was doing on this animation(upin & ipin) and still takes 3 years to finish it...wow...can you imagine how diffcult is this job...but looks fun...maybe...who knows...can't judge books by its cover...right? xD
there are divided into 4 department...1st is scatching...then animation (moving plus put the scatched into the computer)...colour it...at last...audio~to make sound effect and talking...finish a story...listen is quiet easy izzit?@@ but to do was a big problem @___@

here are the video they made ( 1 of them)



snap some picture also while visiting...


geng's t shirt...


upin n ipin xD


kak ros...i hope i can draw like tis...


geng~


the way they made sound effect...

there wear more picture will be upload soon...line slow...sorry~

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miss sum1 badly @______@ so near everytime can see the person online...but yet really far...didn't event dare to really talk to the person in msn...scare the person feel fan >.<...

btw...heard my friend said that H1N1's cases in melaka is getting worst...so all the people and animal in melaka...please take care ya....

p/s : I don't know what to stay in melaka or seremban...a new housemate is staying in my place...and she got chicken pox and i didn't get chicken pox before...and melaka have H1N1...i really don't know where should i go now T___________T

background

Found some background that can clam down my mind while thinking how to design my webpage...lol
here are those background...


grass


fish on the water


wish tis is my garden...lol

nice nice~

bird...lol

i love music

family love

nature

guitar top the sea

love?? @_@

nature~~hope this place exist in malaysia >.<

lonely boat =(

butter + fly = butterfly

love is under the sky...daniel lee...lol

fly away...fir @_@

>.<...btw...wish all my frens, my cousin and my sister good luck in their examination....ganbatte!!!^^

trap outside the house @@

Finally...can come into the house...now is 5am in the morning...
I was at outside the house for about 3 hours plus...and my phone was out of battery...what a pain...luckily i am not alone...but 2 girls staying outside the house...seeing a empty house's light on and off for no reason...plus baby crying...and feels "cold" too...We try lots matter to wakes her parents up such as knock the door...phone...open the songs loudly and talk loudly...but fail...sitting outside seeing the scenery plus a weird guy walking here and there in the middle of the night =.="(wondering is he a human or ... =x)
nice to be inside the house..got bed...haha...really sleepy now...i think i have to sleep now...nite

...

I cried...
These few days really fan...
Lot question suddenly came into my mind and non of them i know the answer...
when go out...see all my friends are so happy wonder why i am not the one who are really happy...
I can smile...can laugh...same like them...
but am i really happy?think these question i should ask myself so long time...and i think i also should change my living life style...aiks

my laptop T.T

Thursday...i accidentally feed my laptop some water...and now it is sick T.T...

1st week staying seremban

1st week staying seremban already can listen lot story between my 2 housemate lo...luckily i am just a listener...just oh oh oh...lol

My own a room myself...haha that's a good news...but the room was quite old...that's bad news =(...but nvm...i just stay for 3 months...times past very fast...and I need to finished my project fast and run out from my diploma world...lol


my bed room...lol


this bed need lot of human energy to build up...thx 2 my fren's mom, my dad and my fren...haha


hair dryer...lol


fan...lol

my room and house is small...but luckily got my friend "pei"(teman) me...if not i think i might be boring to death...lol

distand

I feel that the distand between my friends and I was not close anymore...I am getting far away from them =( ...

drawing

Did some drawing these holidays to stress out my mind...lol...please give some comment so that i can improve...thanks


luffy onion

alien

alien again...lol

ghost

suprise onion

dou dou grow hair liao =x

siao dy =x

vigro onion

music...let's rock!

samurai x onion...=x

my mouth make fun of me >.<

Ah~~~ulcer ulcer ulcer!!!make my mouth so pain...
can't eat keropok, can't drink cold drinks...can't eat ice...
but i missed it!!!i want!!!
but i "curi makan" also...in the end make me can't open my mouth...sad~
the ulcer in my mouth is 1 line(a few ulcer grow together and stick it into a line...lol)
make my can't sleep too...really pain...i can't bear the pain...i want my sleep...my eyes was really heavy now...but my mouth really pain...make my can't sleep T______________T

Memory~

Time pass by time, we are getting older and older...a group of friends will be separating according to their own path...

Still remember during secondary...our look was totally different from now...especially our hair style...last time...our hair style was noob...lol


this is whole our class 5A's group picture...(2006)


deepavali picture in rohini's taman (2006)

From lot of friends...become lesser and lesser...we will celebrated every friends' bday...

group picture tat took during edwin and kok ting's bday....


kok ting and edwin


jia yi's bday in hotel KTV~cool~

We went before some trips too...

genting~~~nice trip but do happen some quarrel during that trip =.=

we also having a great time playing games together...


luna...1st time having farm...lol

Lot of great and bad memory happen during the time we meet each other...but we still go out yam cha...dinner...movie...bowling...

Friendship is hard to find...but easy to be forgotten...



just can hope la...our friendship wont be forgotten...and lost...hope our FRIENDSHIP last 4ever!!! =D

guess now is wat time?6.30...hahaha...i still haven sleep =.="...was waiting 7.30 or 8 den terus go campus do project...cham lo this time...can think of go out until forget need to go campus...really old le...then go back home at 4 plus in the morning lagi...then the worst things is...can't sleep suddenly...feel like listen a song named 星座书上。。。it is really a nice songs...later upload the lyric if i remember =x

aiks...project project project...sad

and my friends all going to study in other country...sad...really "bu she de" them...but can't do anything lo...hope got chance can go a trip together like we went to genting =D...miss it so much!

hahahahahaha....finally exam over...the feelings like want to BOOM ar!!!after stressing whole sem >.< ...now is feel like flying here and there...but ler...need to clean my room baru can go play T.T mom's rules!!...and also can't fully happy de...need to worry about results too...dunno what will be my results look like >.<...hope i can pass my exam "soon soon li li" la...
for my friends who haven finish their exam...wish their lecturer come out easy question for them...so they can pass!!!jia you!!!

>.<

now is 6.47 am...i still awake >.<...listening the bird singing...and my air condition's sound @@...
aiks...hafal forget...hafal forget...reli useless..................
feel like giving up....aih..............

Happy birthday to my grandmom and my cousin~~

Lol...yesterday was celebrating my grandmother's and my cousin tiew yon aun's birthday...i think this is the second time having buffet in their house....the 1st time was.....i also dunno when @@...


my grandmother....


my cousin...


buffet @@


their bday cake...


Moon...look so round hor...people was eating buffet but i am seeing the moon @@
moon light shadow @@