Miss

Aiks...miss someone badly...it is like a week plus i din saw him...thinking how is him and is him fine everyday...I just can see thur msn weather he is online or offline...weather he is busy or away...but it don't seem 100% correct although his msn display online but sometimes he might be away >.<
It really hurt...when you like a person...you care for the person...but that person does not return it...why does it happen in this way?and why it is happen on me? I really don't understand what had i did...did i did anything wrong? aiks...
Now is 4am...and i still can't sleep...mind is full of stuff...project dateline...and emo-ing about him...i know...he might be happy or busying doing his stuff...and i know he wont think about me for a single minute...but why?why i care for him think of him so much?naybe...this is call miss...but really can't do anything for "unmiss" him. If i m a computer...i would like to delete some part of my harddisk...will feel much more nicer...but sadly...i am not...haha...what to do...i just can miss quietly and like quietly...this is what i can only do...as long as he happy...i think i am ok about it...
don't know why everytime when go out yam cha time...when see him smile...will feel clam...and happy...altough he is not smiling at me...i think i must be crazy >.<
haha...alicia~ don't think too much...better go sleep lo @@...